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Dark Self
By Rob Kistner | June 14, 2008
Dark Self
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hidden from the light of day
another me resides
though keeping to the shadows
a saving grace abides
a darkling essence
scarred and damaged
begotten in another life
another place and time
it is an anger manifest
righteous and so long suppressed
that could not find effective voice
to save my ruined innocence
silent when I had no name
for what I did not comprehend
the woeful time when youthful trust
was betrayed in ways insidious
sadly was this torment done
by the hand of the entrusted one
concealed from blind society
to perpetrate such vile deeds
in this fire of perversity
my molten other self was forged
hammered on my hardened soul
tempered by survival’s hand
to rise and fight the abject fear
cradled within my broken heart
to lift from me my veil of sorrow
and so restore my peace of mind
to stir and wake my sacred rage
and instill my will to live
thus reclaim my rightful pride
to finally stand and say – no more
my shadow self did save my life
in doing so turned me to stone
I did not like what I’d become
I’d sacrificed integrity
I turned away from my dark self
refused its further influence
set about the trying task
of recapturing my dignity
not so easily subdued
this shadow calls when I am weak
so now I live with watchful eye
vigilant – yet thankful
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rob kistner © 2008
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collage above entitled: “Dark Self” - by: rob kistner © 2008
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Topics: Free Verse, Image, Poetry, collage |
June 14th, 2008 at 6:55 pm
I errr………..yep!