Grief


Your unforeseen death came so very swift
ripping into my soul a deep ugly rift

you were so innocent, such a gentle, sweet gift

my shattered heart broken, my dreams now must shift

as back through precious memories I lovingly drift

grief tugs hard my heart, lil’ buddy, you’re so missed!



On 3/6/21 I lost lil’ Edgrrr, my forever buddy!

Into Silence

 

Into Silence

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standing here
at cliff’s edge
feeling far below
the great tides

the ebb and flow
the rise and fall
the come and go
of centuries

wave by wave
day by day

pure might incarnate
the power of indifference
the surge of perfect apathy

and I
insignificant
as a grain of sand
bounced and tumbled
helpless in the undertow

and that fringe of froth
on the silken azure blue
rolls in powerfully
then rises up
beckons me

then slides smoothly
down the sloping back
of the ever surging wave
dancing on the deep
reaching to forever

how easily I could slip
into that fathomed realm

down
down
ever down
into the waiting silence
without so much
a noticed sound

absorbed
into the churn
into the roar
without so much
a ripple
to disturb
the steady surf

a subtle crease
irrelevant
invisible
erased
gone

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rob kistner © 2021

 

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Predawn Mist

 

Predawn Mist

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My dad’s gentle nudge, and deep quiet voice, were urging me from under the warm covers. ”Wake up Bobby, I’m going to make breakfast before we go.” After his muffled footsteps, I heard the creak of the iron door, followed by the wooden thunk of fresh-cut kindling being loaded into the fire chamber. Then the scuffing sound of the poker, stirring the bed of red-glowing embers, encouraging them to ignite the fresh logs. There were then soft “phufts” as the lengths of virgin fuel burst to flame.

As the big black stove groaned to full life, I felt the growing heat permeating the cabin. I could hear dad clunking and sliding the bulky iron skillets into place, working by soft lantern glow that clutched at the darkness. Breakfast was coming, signaled by early sizzles of Canadian bacon. I was hungry, and excitedly slid from bed, dreaming of the day of fishing that lay ahead.

Breakfast behind us, I shivered, smiling through the damp darkness of the Ontario predawn, as we stepped carefully, by the light and hiss of the Coleman lanterns, down to the dock, where dad’s fishing boat waited. My fingers tingled to the metallic cold of the aluminum hull, as I climbed aboard. I was already bundled as a bear, but over that still went the life jacket, in the event of a tumble into the freezing water, still rippling under the morning moon.

My heart soared as I heard my dad tugging on the starter rope, bringing the Evinrude to spark then roar, readying it to propel us into the dawn that would soon slowly roll over the chop-water. I lovingly gripped the cork handle of my favorite pole, as I felt the mist of hull-spray light on my cheeks. Another slight shiver brought me further awake, but not from the chill — this one was glorious anticipation. I loved fishing with dad!

the roll of the boat
predawn mist on my chilled cheeks
loving my father

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rob kistner © 2021

 

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