Pantoumadness

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Pantoumadness

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writing pantoums drives me ‘round the bends
my mind’s strung out by poetry’s cruelest deed
this cannot be the horror my muse intends
if blood it wants I willingly concede

my mind’s strung out by poetry’s cruelest deed
if a pantoum’s owed it’s me who’ll make amends
if blood it wants I willingly concede
this crazy form – my mind, it’s turned on end

if a pantoum’s owed it’s me who’ll make amends
frustration chokes me like some poison seeds
this crazy form – my mind, it’s turned on end
my head’s collapsed, my jumbled mind it bleeds

frustration chokes me like some poison seeds
muse tell me – did the poet God’s I offend
my head’s collapsed, my jumbled mind it bleeds
a hopelessness inside me does distend

oh tell me please – did the poet God’s I offend
this cannot be the horror my muse intends
a hopelessness inside me does distend
yes, writing pantoums drives me ‘round the bends

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rob kistner © 2019

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Links to my other 3 Pantoums:
1.) Seabed Sway
2.) Flame Of Learning
3.) Lady Blue

 

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    Poetry Forms – The Pantoum

  • Mercy Cup

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    Mercy Cup

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    forgive my scorching insults
    that bite and sting
    where they sizzle still
    blistering my careless tongue
    charred by regret

    would that you allow me
    a sip from your mercy cup
    to sooth the searing pain
    of bitter words
    which should never have been spoken

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

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  • My Old Red Chair

  • This was written in my beloved old red chair.

     
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    My Old Red Chair

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    sun sits low on the winter horizon
    the coming night soon will stir
    I sit quietly in my old red chair
    with warm memories gathered ’round me

    forward through the years they’ve come
    memories of those I’ve been well to know
    been blessed to love, and who’ve loved me
    for those now gone beyond – a tender tear

    my heart is full, my spirit calm, my life is sweet
    I surrender to another year in fate’s embrace
    I am grateful for my life, never sought perfection
    I have been given so very much for so very long

    the sun that rises golden to warm the day
    the breeze that wafts soft upon my face
    mountains that rise majestic, covered in old growth
    the rivers, the lakes, the clear mountain streams

    the teeming nature and vital plants
    so plentiful on this beautiful earth
    my precious children and grandchild
    the miraculous moments of their birth

    I have felt the power of the mighty ocean
    breaking on the boulders ‘neath rugged western cliffs
    watched the sun set, coral and golden, into the azure sea
    had the love of a wife, and family, to share this all with me

    would this evening’s reverie never end
    but soon the lingering day will bow its head
    as twilight fades I’ll watch this night descend
    at 72 – grateful where my life has led

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

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    ”My actual old red chair.”

     

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    Ah sweet youth . . .

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  • This is a poem of genuine thankfulness. I turned 72-years-old on February 18th. This is a birthday I am exceedingly lucky and tremendously grateful to have ever reached. I am a male brittle diabetic, average life expectancy, 66 years. My heart also failed in April of 2017. Fortunately I was in the hospital recovering from an angioplasty operation. I am now alive, the result of emergency implantation of a Medtronic Pacemaker. So this is definitely a happy birthday – happy beyond measure. Please permit me to share my deep feelings of gratitude in this poem.
  • Farther Beyond

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    Farther Beyond

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    shadows nod in this dark’ning room
    stain silken curtains soaked with gloom
    ghosts of our love taunt – nevermore
    chained by grief in this gilded tomb

    sorrowful darkness does descend
    the hands of chilling grief extend
    forever’s knocking at the door
    losing you I can’t comprehend

    I’m drowning in my bitter tears
    I am consumed by my worst fears
    my soul is broken evermore
    as my life’s meaning disappears

    barter and pleading stain my lips
    slip through my clutching fingertips
    scatter useless across the floor
    farther beyond your frail life slips

    I’m shattered to my very core
    it is for mercy I implore
    let me delay that open door
    to kiss your tender lips once more

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

    This is an expanded and revised version of my poem “Far Beyond”. To further increase the imagery in the piece, an additional stanza was added to open the poem, and other minor revisions made. I still wanted there to be believable grief and sorrow, and bargaining – everything that would be a normal part of a deep love relationship when one of the partners departs this earth. At the same time, in the midst of grief, I wanted tenderness. He is distraught, but madly in love still – as he has been for years. This not an easy good bye. I chose the image of the dying rose, because even in its death it holds firmly to that which made it beautiful in life. Just as he tries to hold on to what was beautiful in their relationship. Bitter-sweet!

    This poem is 8 syllables per line, exnctly the same as Robert Frost’s “Stopping By A Woods On A Snowy Evening”. The rhyme pattern to my piece here is: AABA CCBC DDBD EEBE BBBB

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    Click here to read Original version of this rubaiyat

    Click here to read my “light filled” rubaiyat

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  • Just for fun, I took all the “B” rhyme lines from the poem above, and made a separate poem. Interesting!?

    Once More

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    ghosts of our love taunt – nevermore
    forever’s knocking at the door
    my soul is broken evermore
    scattered useless across the floor
    I’m shattered to my very core
    it is for mercy I implore
    let me delay that open door
    to kiss your tender lips once more

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

     

    32AD0E85-B0A5-4D6D-B19A-E51CD04E0C53DAY 18

  • Gone Before I Left

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    Gone Before I Left

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    I now move in the world unseen
    I am transparent
    a fading glimpse
    caught in the darkened corner
    of an ever dimming eye

    where once I blocked the sun
    I am but a shadow
    moving between shadows
    at the edge of light
    without form

    once a voice
    that thundered ‘cross the distance
    gripped every ear to listen
    in so doing was well heard
    now hardly but a whisper

    my footsteps
    shook the ground in passing
    now leave but faint a trace
    barely form and then are gone
    as if I’ve never been

    yet here I am
    worn thin and weary
    not strength to hold the hands of time
    not sound to bid a fair goodbye
    quickly disappearing

    dissolving into the dust of age
    gone before I’ve left

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

    “Comment on western society’s diminishment of their elders.”

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  • Burglar Moon


     
    Burglar Moon

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    as I lie
    alone
    in the dead of night

    burglar moon at the window
    having stolen the colors of this day

    the world chill and quiet

    I wonder
    how thin the veil
    between here and gone

    and what will be the final breath
    the beckoning breeze
    the courier gust
    to part that curtain
    allowing burglar moon
    to lift me
    shed of mortal husk
    and carry me through

    to where
    to what
    I do not know

    only that the day
    the hour
    the moment
    of that theft
    draws ever closer

    as I lie
    alone
    in the dead of night

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

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  • Morning Magic

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    Morning Magic

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    the dew drips golden in this place
    wraps trees in crystaline embrace
    as this Spring day breaks rich and chilled
    the morning sun ignites your face

    you approach cloaked in this sunrise
    beneath a sky blue as your eyes
    my spirit sings my heart is thrilled
    your beauty leaves me hypnotized

    bird songs carry on freshened breeze
    flowers wake to the kiss of bees
    my cup of bliss this moment filled
    this magic brings me to my knees

    I feel each day my true love build
    quite certain by the gods it’s willed
    this golden morn sweet tears are spilled
    so thankful for these dreams fulfilled

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

  • This poem is 8 syllables per line, exactly the same as Robert Frost’s “Stopping By A Woods On A Snowy Evening”. The rhyme pattern to my piece here is: AABA CCBC DDBD BBBB

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    Click here to read my “darker” rubaiyat

    Click here to read a second one of my “darker” rubaiyat

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  • Far Beyond

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    Far Beyond

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    sorrowful darkness does descend
    the hands of chilling grief extend
    your forever knocks at the door
    losing you I can’t comprehend

    I’m drowning in my bitter tears
    I am consumed by my worst fears
    my soul is broken evermore
    as my life’s meaning disappears

    barter and pleading stain my lips
    slip through my clutching fingertips
    scatter useless across the floor
    as far beyond your frail life slips

    I’m shattered to my very core
    it is for mercy I implore
    let me delay that open door
    to kiss your tender lips once more

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

    I wanted there to be believable grief and sorrow, and bargaining – everything that would be a normal part of a deep love relationship when one of the partners departs this earth. At the same time, in the midst of grief, I wanted tenderness. He is distraught, but madly in love still – as he has been for years. This not an easy good bye. I chose the image of the dying rose, because even in its death it holds firmly to that which made it beautiful in life. Just as he tries to hold on to what was beautiful in their relationship. Bitter-sweet!

    This poem is 8 syllables per line, exnctly the same as Robert Frost’s “Stopping By A Woods On A Snowy Evening”. The rhyme pattern to my piece here is: AABA CCBC DDBD BBBB

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    Click here to read my “light filled” rubaiyat

    Click here to read a variation of this rubaiyat

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    Poetry Forms – The Rubaiyat

  • Consternated

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    Consternated

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    wee hours
    with the sane asleep
    I’m steeped in consternation
    no inspiration

    my thoughts vague
    I’m filled with doubt
    caught in merciless hesitation
    words tossed about
    the unyielding page

    fickle muse please
    a spark
    to light this dark
    that grips me like a cage

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

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  • Wisdom Of The Ancients

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    Wisdom of the Ancients

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    here
    in this earthen abode
    the voices of your elders
    rose with the night fire
    a sacred chant in rich voice
    as the flames roared
    and they danced

    a hallowed blaze
    of enlightenment

    warming you
    with the knowledge
    of the ancestors

    but the footsteps
    are but echos
    while the sacred fire
    is dying

    its embers
    now near ashen
    but still the heart’s aglow

    in a world out of balance
    who will again stir to flame
    their smoldering wisdom
    and dance the steps of knowledge

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

     

  • comment on the modern human’s loss of balance with the natural world

  • Love Joy

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    Love Joy

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    forgive me for craving intoxicating sips
    blame the sweet nectar of your tender lips
    as I dance your flesh with eager fingertips

    stir your soul with passionate tongue whips
    while painting your thighs in sensuous nips
    until caught in ecstasy – your love joy drips

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

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  • Of My Own Flesh

  • It was a pleasure writing for many years, inspired by the visual prompts at both “Magpie Tales” and “Writer’s Island”. Both are gone now several years. I am thrilled to have now found Hélène Vaillant’s Willow Poetry! This is my first, of what will be regular responses to her wonderful weekly visuals.

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    Of My Own Flesh

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    as I cautiously round the bend
    and pass beyond the icy knoll
    I catch my first sight of it
    the cursed final destination
    of my long treacherous journey
    the castle of Zwénne the Lesser
    once my home, now foreign to me

    this castle is most ominous
    since becoming Overlord of the Realm
    Zwénne has rejected our father’s example
    no celebration resounds the greatrooms
    no joy warms the hallways, or towers
    this long proud and mighty old structure
    now a soulless abode of dark magic

    it has become cold and foreboding
    and rumored most dangerous
    even deadly for those that dare enter
    but I know they are not just rumors
    there is undoubtedly a murderous evil
    that dwells within its walls
    undead and otherworldly evil

    since conjuring the spirit
    of Döxys, the blood beast
    and having been thus possessed
    Zwénne has become bloodthirsty
    mindlessly violent and cruel
    now a ruthless predator
    whom I have come to slay

    would that this task were not mine
    but I have been charged herewith
    by the supreme council of wizards
    Zwénne is my fallen elder brother
    and by decree, under this 3rd moon
    in the presence of his perverse court
    by my hand alone, he must die

    no turning back now, this must be done
    and I must do it, but I am terrified
    I hesitate at the heavy castle door
    attempting to gain much needed composure
    I slow my heartbeat, steady my breathing
    I lift the iron latch, the lock clicks
    the massive door unseats inwardly

    this is it, fate has dealt the cards
    I am both prisoner and executioner
    trapped hopelessly in this horrible plot
    I search my soul to find the courage
    to take the life of my own flesh & blood
    I swing the door open ever so gradually
    eyes darting, mind racing, heart pounding

    I step in…

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

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    32AD0E85-B0A5-4D6D-B19A-E51CD04E0C53DAY 13

  • Zak the Protector

  • “In the spirit of video games I wrote a fantasy fable poem. For further fun I used every game name that Sarah posted, and in the exact order she posted them. Hope you like this.”

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    Zak the Protector

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    the mysterious lady
    in the dark red dress
    fully intended to burrow
    into my immortal soul
    some kind of hellish mine craft

    she was a daughter of diablo
    she was so very young
    but definitely about to blossom
    blasting off to planet gorgeous
    but this beauty was deadly

    she swooped into my life
    as might some space invaders
    swift powerful and cunning
    true to her vowed assassin’s creed
    she was sworn to be the ruin of me

    tempting me with her honey mine
    and I certainly considered it
    luscious as it promised to be
    but I was fully alert to her scheme
    my senses on overwatch

    I was acutely hyper-vigilant
    the portal to my soul
    would not fall open to her
    she would not be my doom
    I knew her dark agenda

    It was foretold in the elder scrolls
    but her tantilizing voice was seductive
    words rolled from her supple lips
    sugar sweet as enchanted candy
    crushing the will of the weak

    but I would not be lost
    not drawn helplessly intoxicated
    into her heady myst of lies
    my destiny was to defeat this devil
    to denounce her evil unreal fantasies

    I am Zak – protector of this safe space
    warning all harboring dark intent
    to steer clear of this sacred realm
    trespassers will feel my power quake
    like a vengeful angered god of war

    my torchlight of blessed welcome
    burns always for the pure of heart
    but I will drive the dark souls
    back down the stoney path of exile
    lost into the pit of the damned

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    rob kistner © 2019


     

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    Games night!

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  • Bones Of Rivers

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    Bones Of Rivers

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    the bones
    of natural rivers
    destroyed

    stained
    with the ghosts
    of salmon

    harbingers
    of human disregard
    for nature

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

  • This poem is inspired by the destruction Pacific Northwest Hydroelectric companies are doing to the regions rivers, and the populations of native fish!

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    Harbinger

    Hedone’s Daughter

  • Steeply Steeply

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    Steeply Steeply

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    steeply steeply
    true love hovers steeply
    high overhead
    the lover’s climb
    it’s said

    it’s rewarding frustration
    full of emotion
    at times exasperation
    mostly devotion

    the climb can have distraction
    sometimes lack satisfaction
    leave one hanging in air
    yet committed to share
    love’s ellusive heart

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2019

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