Alone

Original DDE™ art: “Alone”  — by: rob kistner © 3/03/26

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dawn settles softly
around her quiet chair

the sunlight
remembers her warmth

nothing moves
yet something lingers

love’s breath
held hushed in the room

I reach for a cup

I remember her hands

her hands steadied mornings

her hands soothed my longing

her hands quieted my soul

time carries her voice
like dust

like dust in a cascade sunrise

like dust visible only
if light tilts just right

light cresting mount hood

I thought sadness was absence

absence  is not sadness

sadness is a presence
without weight

sadness is an empty chair pulled close

sadness is a chair no one sits in

sadness is a lone morning mug

sadness is a heartbeat

a heartbeat felt in stillness

her laughter survives
in my habits of silence

her smile survives
in the waking sun

her soulful essence survives
in the way I pause
before speaking her name

what is gone

our dream is gone

our future is gone

what now lives
is her tenderness

her tenderness still breatths

breaths beneath everything

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rob kistner © 3/03/26

Poetry at: dVerse

20 thoughts on “Alone”

  1. So beautiful, so poignant, so full of tiny little gems, “absence is not sadness” sticks among others. Emotional rendering, and read.

  2. her hands steadied mornings: what a wonderful phrase to include in any poem. Lovely poem. Thank you.

  3. Such a poignant and heartfelt poem, Rob. The opening lines made me catch my breath, they capture absence so beautifully. I love the thought of ‘love’s breath held hushed in the room’, and the way you focused on hands.

    1. Thank you Kim. It is a true story about a very dear person who died of drug over dose before I met my wife Kathy. It was an incredibly difficult time for me. I though she was going to be my one and only from that point forward. I can actually still remember her in detail — and the devastating hurt all these decades later it’s vivid!

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