Nightfall

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Nightfall

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it’s nightfall
the darkness now descends
the hand of grief extends
terror is knocking at the door

it’s nightfall
words of sorrow stain my lips
slip through my fingertips
and scatter ‘cross the floor

it’s nightfall
the shadows hide my tears
but I am haunted by my fears
I am broken evermore

it’s nightfall
dark waves of misery
are rising like the sea
I am stranded on the shore

it’s nightfall
I am lost I am alone
confusion grips me to the bone
horror chills me to my core

out of the nightfall
I hear you call my name
I have finally gone insane
it is the end for me I’m sure

again I hear you call
then I know what this must mean
this has all been just a dream
I have simply been asleep
albeit very very deep
soon my eyes will open
once this nightmare’s spell is broken
soon the sun will rise once more
at least I pray that’s what’s in store

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rob kistner © 2013

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Nightfall – 2018 revision

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nightfall
the darkness now descends
the hand of grief extends
terror is knocking at the door

nightfall
words of sorrow stain my lips
slip through my fingertips
and scatter ‘cross the floor

nightfall
the shadows hide my tears
but I am haunted by my fears
I am broken evermore

nightfall
dark waves of misery
are rising like the sea
I am stranded on the shore

nightfall
I am lost I am alone
confusion grips me to the bone
horror chills me to my core

nightfall
you call my name
I have finally gone insane
it is the end for me I’m sure

again I hear you call
I know what this must mean
this has all been just a dream
I have simply been asleep

albeit very very deep

soon my eyes will open
once this nightmare’s spell is broken
soon the sun will rise once more
at least I pray
that’s what’s in store

~ ~ ~

revised © 2018

Strange As Mine

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Strange As Mine

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I think I could’a been
a novelist
maybe that’s what
I should’a been

yes
sure
maybe

but then

with a mind
strange as mine
that wanders far
and so wildly fast

thoughts explode
pyrotechnically
sustained focus
don’t always last

so many concepts
project at once
like a prism
of fractured glass

so many visions
command attention
ever unfolding
crazy fast

I’m a serial writer
a single story
doesnt hold me
very long

I can be just fine
as an author
for ’bout as long
as your av’rage song

I’m in my glory
with a good short story
write the hell
out of a page or 3

but to grind on
with a single topic
so sorry folks
that just ain’t me

I find it fun
to write an essay
then choose new topics
without delay

but writing a book
think I’ll forego it
I think in bursts
so I’m a poet

~ ~ ~

rob kistner © 2018

Reaper Groom

A MURDER MYSTERY

I’ve always been fascinated by who-done-it’s and classic horror stories, so I was inspired to write this piece with a ‘retro’ gothic feel.

Lyle, the socially awkward, seemingly milquetoast villain of this tale has a ‘killer’ obsession. A shy, mild-mannered church organist; he is ‘changed’ into a murdering menace — by loneliness and rejection.

BE WARNED: This poem, and the collage I created to accompany it, are both a bit graphic — in a noir-tongue-in-cheek sort of way.

I invite you to enjoy, “Reaper Groom”.

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collage above entitled: “Thief of Hearts” — by: rob kistner © 2008

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Reaper Groom

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backlit by a lightening flash
a figure scurried ‘cross the yard
between the gravestones he did dash
head down low, and running hard

dressed in cape of velvet black
he seemed to vanish from our sight
but then we saw him double back
he would not escape tonight

elusive as a demon’s shadow
ghost-like — he could disappear
but no more, this scourge of sorrow
finally, we were drawing near

surround and capture, was the plan
the hounds had tracked him to this place
this had to be our wanted man
though none had seen his evil face

we were sworn to bring him down
bloodthirsty was this man — and cruel
he’d caused such horror in our town
if he escaped, we’d look the fool

the target of our townsfolk’s hate
he must be caught this beast of doom
he’d killed so many brides to date
we knew him as the “Reaper Groom”

he took the lives of countless bride
murdered them by dark of night
once betrothed they couldn’t hide
death was sure to be their plight

marriage took an awful blow
as one by one our maidens fled
our bachelors’ ire began to grow
there were no wives to share their bed

this had to stop — no maids for men
it wasn’t natural, wasn’t right
this curse would never be again
it would end, right here, tonight

we had him cornered in our net
he’d not escape our clutch this time
he owed this town an awful debt
he’d pay quite dearly for his crime

we closed in slowly, with great care
we’d make sure he couldn’t run
we deftly caught him in our snare
and gathered round him, every one

we took him roughly in this place
and chained him to a stony block
and brought a torch to light his face
then gasped, and staggered back in shock

this couldn’t be, not this poor fool
this shy man of timid smile
we sought a monstrous evil ghoul
this was bashful lonely Lyle

Lyle played organ every Sunday
and lead the hymns, as we would sing
our fiend escaped, we’d get him one day
and when we did, for sure he’d swing

it wasn’t Lyle, it was another
Lyle was not the type, you see
Lyle lived with his aging mother
so we’d set lonely Lyle free

but Lyle spoke up in quiet voice
don’t turn me lose, please, I forbid it
you see you really have no choice
cause I’m your man, that’s right, I did it

I killed these maidens everyone
I’ve charged this town a heavy toll
but my spree is over, I won’t run
this weigh’s too heavy on my soul

sentenced to hanging at his trial
Lyle was shortly going to die
looking sadly stern at Lyle
the judge inquired of him why

had he slain all this beauty
made so many families cry
he felt an answer was his duty
so this was Lyle’s cold reply

for many years I’d been denied
until my soul was heavy laden
god knows how often I had tried
to win the love of a fair young maiden

I was so consumed with bitter grief
that, though I’ve caused much pain and strife
this was my only true relief
to take from them their tender life

as mama’s words rang in my head
I’d cut out their precious part
there’s more than one way, mama said
to steal a lovely lady’s heart

~ ~ ~
rob kistner © 2008

Young orchid

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Young Orchid

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*ADULT CONTENT*
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young orchid fresh-bloomed
engorged with succulence
bursting with life’s urgency
vibrantly seductive

dewy lips of supple petal
lay open in offered sweet delight
velvet pistil of gentle blush
enwrapped in throat of fiery hue

this vision of tender ecstasy
entices with a lilting sway
a fragrance to intoxicate
wafting from the luscious folds

breathing in the rich bouquet
all senses stirred and tantalized
my eyes embrace this visage rare
pleasured in the heady moment

captive by such vital beauty
consumed one savors fully
exquisitely delicious
this tender bud full bloomed

~ ~ ~

rob kistner © 2018
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“original 2009 version”

Young Orchid

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young orchid
fresh-bloomed

engorged

bursting with life’s urgency
vibrant and seductive

dewy lips of supple petal
lay tender open

a velvet pistil of gentle blush
enwrapped in a throat of fiery hue

so exhilarating
enticing
as it lilts and sways

a fragrance that intoxicates
wafts from sensuous folds

the lush bouquet
tantalizes

eyes embrace the vision rare
as senses stir
pleasured
in this heady moment

captive by such vital beauty
consumed
one savors slowly

exquisitely delicious
this tender bud
full bloomed

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rob kistner © 2009

Sad Little Clown

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Sad Little Clown

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I’m the sad little clown with the frowning face
the round red nose and the great big tear
this meek facade and silly sham
belie the horror that I engineer

life’s dealt me cold my hand is slack
not one queen no king nor ace
so violence now dwells in me
masked behind my woeful face

no one suspects the evil soul
that festers deep in this funny fool
they know not the monster here
my gentle sheen conceals the cruel

they don’t realize a broken heart
a ruined life makes one quite mad
they simply see the pitiful
the painted face that looks so sad

the shaggy coat the baggy pants
the red suspenders the big white glove
they do not know it hides the hand
that choked the life from the one they love

town after town state after state
bodies mount in the circus’s wake
in the dead of night at the dark of moon
in frenzied fever each life I take

each beautiful each innocent
each unaware that they would die
there will be more on the road ahead
one for every tear you made me cry

when the circus comes and the tents go up
the people cheer in each sleepy town
because the poor fools just don’t know
who’s really come is the killer clown

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rob kistner © 2011

Innocent Face

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Innocent Face

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beautiful child
such an innocent face
your dreams come from
a dark dark place

you are troubled
by a dark dark vision
fraught with confusion
and indecision

beautiful innocent
free of sin
been playing in daddy’s
shed again

playing with daddy’s
heavy tools
thinking your parents
must be fools

didn’t they know
what was in store
as you carried daddy’s hatchet
out the tool shed door

you stopped the barking
but were never thanked
now that damned dog’s quiet
but you got spankec

bad dog bad dog
is all you said
as you swung the hatchet
and chopped its head

now you’re in trouble
being punished here
but not for long
on this you’re clear

you got the hammer
from the old tool shed
and mom and daddy’s
asleep in bed

draggin’ that hammer
‘cross the room you creep
while mom and daddy
remain fast asleep

now climb up quietly
so the bed don’t shake
so mom and daddy
don’t come awake

and like the voice
in your vision said
you bash in
mom and daddy’s head

~ ~ ~

rob kistner © 2018

The Fool


“Sad Harlequin” by: Lladro

 
The Fool

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I will not smile today, you see
my broken heart is hurting, so
tears now reside where joy ran free.
I will not smile today, you see
she loved my gold, but not so me.
Played for a fool, I did not know.
I will not smile today you see,
my broken heart is hurting so!

~ ~ ~

rob kistner © 2008
(revised © 2018)

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    Repetitive Forms – Meeting the Bar

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  • Probably invented in the 13th century, the triolet was cultivated as a serious form by such medieval French poets as Adenet le Roi and Jean Froissart. … The earliest triolets in English are those of a devotional nature composed in 1651 by Patrick Cary, a Benedictine monk, at Douai, France.
     

  • History. The triolet is a close cousin of the rondeau, the rondel, and the rondelet, other French verse forms emphasizing repetition and rhyme. The form stems from medieval French poetry and seems to have had its origin in Picardy. … Also, at the end of the 15th century, the term triolet appears for the first time.
     

  • The triolet is a short poem of eight lines with only two rhymes used throughout. The requirements of this fixed form are straightforward: the first line is repeated in the fourth and seventh lines; the second line is repeated in the final line; and only the first two end-words are used to complete the tight rhyme scheme. … Thus, the poet writes only five original lines, giving the triolet a deceptively simple appearance: ABaAabAB, where capital letters indicate repeated lines.
  • Conjured

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    Conjured

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    the restless
    unsleeping souls
    are conjured forth
    to celebrate this night’s
    rising unhallow voudon moon

    spirits entrapped in darkness
    possessed
    writhe here entranced
    in bestial
    rhythmic profane dance

    a demonic ritual
    of ungodly fire
    cast this spell
    of last atonement

    these lost forgotten
    called this deep night
    by dark houngan magic
    proffered by this voodoo priest

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    summoned
    from the place of limbo
    by this fevered shaman’s will
    to bear immortal witness

    seeking sanctified forgiveness
    eternal pardon
    to be ever spared
    the consuming void
    of graceless oblivion

    while unholy apparitions
    descend wraith-like
    in dreadful cluster
    to horror’s hellish plane

    these begging mercy
    rise supplicant
    from the papaloa’s
    sacred 5-point flame
    in merciful petition
    to the vengeful one

    lest this eater of the undead
    set upon the dawning morrow
    to steal the blessed light of hope

    and hurl the innocents
    into the pit of anguish

    foresaken
    lost forevermore

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    ~ ~ ~
    rob kistner © 2018


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    *Original 2009 version*

    Conjured

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    the restless
    unsleeping souls
    are conjured forth
    this moonless nocturne

    entranced
    in ancient dance

    a rhythmic ritual
    of sanctified fire
    deep night
    and dark magic

    summoned
    from the place beyond time
    by the fevered will
    of the shaman

    to bear immortal witness
    as the holy apparitions
    ascend wraith-like
    in prayerful unity

    rising supplicant
    from the 8-point sacred flame
    in sacrifice
    to the vengeful one

    lest this eater of the undead
    set upon the dawning morrow
    to steal the blessed light of daybreak

    and hurl the waiting
    into the pit of anguish

    lost forevermore

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2009

    The other

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    The Other

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    the eyes are beautiful
    the eyes are seductive
    the eyes are sad

    the eyes are so familiar

    the nose
    the mouth
    the chin

    staring back
    the one they think I am
    I want to be

    but a longer look
    deeper into the eyes
    beneath the transparent surface
    concealed in the silver
    there is another

    one only I recognize

    there
    caught in the reflection
    revealed
    my other self
    inner self
    the one I truly am

    the dark one
    the evil one
    the pretender
    the killer

    …such a beautiful predator
    such precision

    again tonight
    such precision
    he never saw it coming

    the lustful kiss
    then I shot him twice
    put two bullets in his brain
    at close range
    so easy

    so exciting
    to witness the power of life crossing over
    to see him die
    to feel him die

    how I love to feel them die

    a sacred act of raw release
    such purity
    of primal instinct…

    suddenly I shudder
    break my stare

    a brief tug of conscience
    a twinge of fear
    hoping that my guise holds fast
    that I’m not found out
    in my brilliant imperfection
    in my soul’s
    dark masquerade

    I blink wide my eyes
    and check my teeth
    brush my hair
    tug straight my cape
    making certain my mask is tight

    best face forward
    always

    a final glance
    I conceal away the evil
    I smile away the doubt

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2018

    Crimson Witch

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    Crimson Witch

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    fog rolled ‘cross the lowlands
    smothering damp and languid
    chilled and dense with dread
    ominous and threatening

    twilight having receeded
    moonlight labored hard
    shouldering its way
    through the thickening shroud

    the gnarled shape of leaf-dead trees
    with their spindly spiken’d branches
    thrust knobbed and twisted skyward
    disappearing into the hovering murk

    muffled deep within the gloom
    the throbbing drone of gathered voices
    locked in dark entangled chant
    foreboding  as a funeral dirge

    the moonlit fog glowed smokey silver
    stirred and tumbled by the night wind
    the trunken’d trees bent snd swayed uneven
    slumping like the huddled coven beneath them

    the blood-thick sterling fog breathed
    wafting between thick and thin
    there could be seen in veiled glances
    a menacing black-hooded presence

    and laid upon a grey rock slab
    resplendent in a crimson cloak of satin
    a comely beauty hair of brilliant red
    still and quiet as a corpse

    but a fire burned within her eyes
    deep and green as precious emerald
    lips synced with the hooded presence
    forming in a demon’s prayer

    the crimson goddess slowly rising
    floating off above the rock
    as the figure clad in the hood of darkness
    raised his arms high above his head

    came the goddess standing upright
    feet now lowering upon the altar
    her cloak gently flowed and billowed
    then fell open to reveal her naked

    looking down at the hooded figure
    whose hands crackled amber lightening
    and reaching forward sure and slow
    laid those blazing hands upon her

    in a burst of golden fire
    the goddess’s lips began to wildly twitch
    when in a voice to freeze one’s marrow
    she cried out, “I have life again!”

    all those ’round her bowed in worship
    then circled in a crazen coven’s dance
    to exclaim in voices full and resonant
    “your reign of darkness begins now priestess,
    rejoice! tis the season of the crimson witch!”

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    rob kistner © 2018

     

    32AD0E85-B0A5-4D6D-B19A-E51CD04E0C53DAY 13

    Seasons

  • Suite of four haiku reflecting the seasons…

  • collage entitled “Four Seasons” by: rob kistner © 2007

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    Seasons

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    Spring

    (haiku)

    ~

    wings flutter gently

    spring breeze bends full flowered stems

    meadow dance begins

    ~ ~ ~

     

    Summer

    (haiku)

    ~

    green leaf on blue pond

    turns in golden summer sun

    red bird softly sings

    ~ ~ ~

     

    Fall

    (haiku)

    ~

    stalks lie down in fields

    arbors burst with ripened grape

    fall is on the land

    ~ ~ ~

     

    Winter

    (haiku)

    ~

    coarse lands cloaked in white

    lakes bejeweled in crystal

    winter’s dressing hand

    ~ ~ ~

     

    rob kistner © 2007

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  • Bohemian Tie-Dye

    This poem was inspired by a suggestion from Andy Sewina, aka SweetTalking Guy. This is a very brief flash fiction written in three American Sentences, a poetic form conceived by Allen Ginsberg.


     
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    Bohemian Tie-Dye

    ~

    jack and Neal on the road
    were rape’n their angst
    in carnal combustion

    allen was howl’n
    pal’n with corso
    but still white-hot for peter

    hunter was fearful
    loathing it all
    as bohemia went tie-dye

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2009

    Bluecollar Blues

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    Bluecollar Blues

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    day breaks
    on a new week’s sun

    putrid
    as the stains
    on my flesh-soaked mattress

    damp
    as my sour mat
    of fevered greasy tangle

    hot
    as my whiskey-foul breath

    another
    un-commuted
    sentence

    9-5
    ’til merciful dusk
    delivers me
    jack-knifed
    into my jack dan

    don’t obsess in sorrow
    drown
    a bottom-dive
    to comatose

    no virtue
    feigned nor implied

    mad goes the struggle
    from the hissing sting
    of monday
    through
    the mindless
    on off
    120-grind
    ’til
    friday

    until
    saved by the blues
    loud ‘n lewd
    48 on the hump

    bass thumped
    drum pumped
    bare rumped

    notorious
    numbed
    and nasty

    2
    debauched
    24’s

    then
    back in the hold
    again

    countin’ it down
    5
    4
    3
    etc
    etc

    the cruel numbers game
    goes round

    round round
    and ever round

    ’til
    the tombstone’s
    tender
    solace

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2018

    Touch of Love

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    Touch of Love

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    a quarter century ago
    in the shadow of the tall ships
    nestled inter-coastal
    on the outer banks of Beaufort
    our passion burst to flame

    we bound that flashpoint moment
    in a promise of forever
    and a band of abalone
    I found there in that sunset
    on the Carolina sands

    as ever-precious
    as the diamond ring
    that now encircles in its stead
    that pearled bit of shell
    immortalized our pledge

    even to this day
    it rests next to your heart
    where it falls true and warm
    on links of purest gold
    my constant touch of love

    ~ ~ ~

    rob kistner © 2011



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