Savior

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Savior

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I remember when it happened
remember well
the blinding flash
that sent me scurrying
underground
into my private bunker

I suspected this possibility
thankfully
I was prepared for the moment

that moment
that horrific moment
forever dividing then
from now

then
comfortably alone
walking my property line
along the azure waters
of the clear mountain stream
that rolled towards me
crisp and pure

then
in an instant
the startling sound
the strange light
soaring above the douglas firs
that stand proudly
at the river’s edge

sentries for centuries
protecting this northern boundary
of my lands

steady
enduring
supple in the winds
that waft and quicken
breathing life
whispering their secrets

now
two years on
since that ominous moment
the bone chill
the penetrating feeling
of fear

now
I am alone again
but now
quite absolutely

no evidence of survivors
my beloved wife
did not make it

the global communication grid
totally destroyed

too long
since I have seen
another’s eyes
or heard another’s voice

now
I ramble this valley
wade this stream
in my hazmat suit
mumbling quietly
to no one

rations are running out
water
food

I am at the ragged edge
of coherence
of sanity

I cling to the hope
for a sign of life
someday
any life

but they are all gone
every — last — one
gone

can I last
have I that patience

how long can I hold center
how long
until my fragile psyche unravels

if I could just remove this helmet
breathe fresh air again
feel the breeze on my face

while the trees are fine
carcasses are everywhere
animals
fish
birds
insects

I fear the air is toxic
deadly

will it ever be safe
how can I know

wait
what’s this

“Hey, hi little fella!”

~ ~ ~

rob kistner © 2019

 

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  • 6 thoughts on “Savior”

    1. Wow Rob this is so gripping and wonderfully written. Quite a tale that sadly seems like something that could happen. That ending is eloquent and lovely. So glad you joined us at the Muse Rob. It is always a pleasure to read your prose and poetry.

    2. Ha! Love the ending!!! Up until then it reminded me a lot of the movie “10 Cloverfield Lane”. Have you seen that?

      I love this image and had to write for it even though I am super late due to having no comp for a week and a half. 🙁 And if course, I had to come see yours! 🙂

      1. Glad you enjoyed this Shay… 🙂 No, I have not seen that movie, but I will watch it now that you turned me on to it. I was actually loosely influenced by the 1955 book by Richard Matheson, entitled “The Omega Man”. It is about a presumed lone survivor in a post-apocalyptical world, a theme that is not unique in the world of SciFi. I just wanted to insert a bit of “humour noir”.

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